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21 December 2005
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firstly, i seriously need to get this message across to him. for god's sake, if i don't reply your sms'es and calls, doesn't it mean something? like.. i simply can't be bothered with you, get the fuck out of my life & BACK OFF? seriously. how desperate can you get? once one girl doesn't reply to you, you'll turn your back and start asking another girl. how many nights do you want to go for desert? mind you, you'll get diabetes. and for fuck's sake, don't you know that it isn't nice for a girl to go out at 12mn to just have desert & to make it worst, have it with you?! it's different if we're already out and return late. but it's a ultimately different case when you're at home and make your way out at 12. and if you don't respect us, for who we are, at least respect yourself and try to keep your worth. you're being so fucking desperate it's turning all of us off. well maybe, it's my fault for making the first move to talk to you during the botanical trail that fucking day. yes, i was the one who broke of the friendship first & talked to you after that. call me indecisive if you want, but heck, i've made my decision now. and i do not, i repeat do not want to have anything to do with you again, please. let's just be like the past, before i made the mistake of talking to you. let's just ignore one another. i carry on with my life, you carry on with yours. we'll be just fine. seriously. stop calling me, sms-ing me or even talking to me on msn. and don't you dare call my house. dammit, why the fuck did i even give my number to you in the 1st place.on a brighter note, i finished one of my maths paper today. and i'm left with a miserable 7 or 8 days to finish it all up. i want to finish all my homework before going for the camp. i'll make it possible. i'm gonna be disciplined from now on, and just concentrate on my work. no more fooling around, or joking around. O's coming in a few months time. let's do it right, once and for all. =] i get thrilled at the fact that once O is over, i'll be leaving the darn sch. yes!
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
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